Paul
19.07.2004, 18:24
We have lived in marriage or spoilage of more than 10 years. To the liked son of 5 years. Sex attitudes or relations (my desires were not supported or maintained, I did not try to find what refined approaches) were not took. One month ago there has come or stepped the next feature in our attitudes or relations - or I make the plans separately, or once again we shall try together. Like have chosen the second. But with our attitudes or relations has interfered my old and the close friend. I told to him about the wife, about our attitudes or relations earlier. He knew that for it or her sex is minor, and for me it is very important. In general they have found each other in verbal dialogue, suddenly privrativshiesja in gentle chuvtsva (at the friend two wives, two children and itself rents the apartment and as that cares of them). She very much missed on it or him;them in the evenings, in opinion of melancholy, sometimes cries, is long trepitsja with it or him by phone, meets at restaurant and at his place (unfortunately should admit or allow it or this), the truth assure, that at them not sex attitudes or relations. On my demands to it or him;them to leave from it or her garizonta, he assures, that all will pass or take place nedelki through two by itself, and now he does not wish to do or make to her painfully. The wife is in what that the hypnotized status, flies in clouds, kills full apathy to me. Last day cares of me: speaks, that another is necessary to me, with her to me it will be better, that wishes to help or assist to leave to me from it or her. Speaks that she does not wish from me to depend, not financially certainly, - except for me sources of the income in family are not present and was not. Speaks that I does not wish to be, that uverennna, she he will find which man will grow fond also it or her will like, that wishes to remain close friends. Speaks all this really not on malicious though represent what to listen, and I listen, t. To. All this seems to me what that illness or disease, a terrible dream. I consider or count that the friend has stolen at me those its or her feelings which should get to me. He that will leave - I do not doubt, and what remains? It is possible to talk to her - asked to return - has responded, that never will return. "Friend" Just called and has made obscure attempt pokajatsja.
Today she not so grieved on it or him;them, how much on what that still, but all also did not search in me for anything.
I do not wish to lose it or her!! I do not wish to lose family! It seems to me, that I nevertheless like it or her. Advise as to behave?
HOW TO BE???
Today she not so grieved on it or him;them, how much on what that still, but all also did not search in me for anything.
I do not wish to lose it or her!! I do not wish to lose family! It seems to me, that I nevertheless like it or her. Advise as to behave?
HOW TO BE???