Masha
02.07.2004, 09:37
I, as well as the majority of virgins, thought, that I shall give the honour only on the big love. In 19 years I began to meet the boy who approached or suited me for many reasons, but no special love at us existed, a maximum mutual sympathy. He many times suggested to borrow or occupy in sex. I very longly doubted and refused. As he has then told or said, "too longly". (4 months - from the beginning of our occurrings, 2 months - from the beginning of "divorce"). Eventually, I have solved: figs with her with love, but he, apparently, is skilled (I so has solved, because it or he had many girls up to me), means, at least, all will pass or take place without complications (it is necessary to tell or say, nachitalas I much everyone terrible about process of a defloration). More shortly, first time to me was so painfully, that nothing has turned out. It has turned out (only at it or him, it is natural) only in three weeks. And in subsequent times to me all the same was kak-that unpleasantly. The truth each time, like, more lesser or ever less and less But these or it razov then was the order of six then he has told or said, that it or he has other girl from whom it or he does not have problems either in bed, nor on a life. (except for everything, we with it or him had also problems in dialogue).
Sometimes I would like to sob simply for insult. Well WHY! Why my girlfriends have guys who like them which at them too the first, but nobody throws them. And me here and so have substituted. WHY!!!
But it so - lyrical digression, can not pay attention In essence: I had a huge complex in occasion of that I am able nothing in bed. And to the following boy I cannot tell or say, what is it because I the virgin, t. To. It any more so.
Sometimes I would like to sob simply for insult. Well WHY! Why my girlfriends have guys who like them which at them too the first, but nobody throws them. And me here and so have substituted. WHY!!!
But it so - lyrical digression, can not pay attention In essence: I had a huge complex in occasion of that I am able nothing in bed. And to the following boy I cannot tell or say, what is it because I the virgin, t. To. It any more so.