Natalia
05.06.2004, 20:07
Hello... All is sad - when we only have met my present husband (2 years ago), we were engaged in sex often (though and not on mnogu - pochemu-he considers or counts that, that the man should terminate only once though my previous experience prompts, what is it not so), and if not quality (about it or this hardly later) he satisfied me quantity or amount. Then gradually (we shall admit or allow, it is what is it normal - I have got used to each other) all began to occur or happen less often and less often. And my initiatives choked on a root. pochemu-that nachinaet a prelude to sex he should (sincerely I do not understand why). Well, and as "quantity or amount" to me began to not get obviously, I have tried to change "quality" of sex, to bring in it or him elements sado-mazo, proctal or anal and so forth - with imagination at me problems are not present. But! To all this he allows - but only to itself(himself), under the attitude or relation to me! I if I it or him, for example, shlepnu or, God forbid, shall want to thrust a finger to him in the priest - all! Stop the machine or car! Insults, scandals.. . Under the truth to tell or say, I already look at the party or side - whether to get or start odno-dvuh-three (and further with step 1:-)) lovers - has bothered onanirovat. Well, it is not enough me half an hour of sex of times in two weeks! Especially, if it is necessary to watch or keep up thus the behaviour, instead of to float on waves of feelings. I and rasslabitsja-that so cannot, and about something even from afar reminding an orgasm, in general I am silent. What here can be an orgasm if I am compelled or forced to supervise each movement? Tell or say, whom to me to change - the husband or? Thanks.