rozochka
04.05.2005, 20:50
About five Years ago I, leaving the dirtied entrance of the disorganized house, saw around of silly dogs, dim greens the nature, a grey palate above a head. Came for study, senselessly sat, having buried an indifferent view in the useless textbook. Complained to itself, that I am not necessary to anybody, anybody does not like me, anything I in this gloomy life do not stand or cost. Asked a question: what for I EXIST? Also did not receive the answer. I many times tried to finish the pity life independently. It was not possible never! I damned the God, mother, the father, all mankind and so forth, i.e. those who has made me, have let in this turnover of life. I every day reflected on sense of the existence and about meaning of the life in general. To any result I did not come.
Soon it has bothered me. I have ceased to search for meaning of the life, I HAVE started TO LIVE! Now I, leaving a lovely entrance of the native house, see around of kind dogs, gentle greens of the nature, a perfect palate above a head. I come for study (though all still I study), I communicate with people, I participate in all of discussion on all colloquial employment or occupations, I try as much as possible podcherpnut from world around. Has realized, that I am am liked madly by my parents, friends. For them I cost or stand too much, that it was possible or probable to count up. And, asking a question - what for I LIVE, I receive the simple answer - TO LIVE! The Life is perfect, I have understood it. Now I am happy. It is really happy. Let to me it is sick, it is insulting, badly, but I AM happy. And now ANYBODY and NEVER in it or this will overpersuade me.
I obazhaju this world, I am grateful to the life, I very much like all people!
And at a question - who you? I shall respond - I the most perfect representative of the same perfect and liked mankind. I am proud of that I am I!
Soon it has bothered me. I have ceased to search for meaning of the life, I HAVE started TO LIVE! Now I, leaving a lovely entrance of the native house, see around of kind dogs, gentle greens of the nature, a perfect palate above a head. I come for study (though all still I study), I communicate with people, I participate in all of discussion on all colloquial employment or occupations, I try as much as possible podcherpnut from world around. Has realized, that I am am liked madly by my parents, friends. For them I cost or stand too much, that it was possible or probable to count up. And, asking a question - what for I LIVE, I receive the simple answer - TO LIVE! The Life is perfect, I have understood it. Now I am happy. It is really happy. Let to me it is sick, it is insulting, badly, but I AM happy. And now ANYBODY and NEVER in it or this will overpersuade me.
I obazhaju this world, I am grateful to the life, I very much like all people!
And at a question - who you? I shall respond - I the most perfect representative of the same perfect and liked mankind. I am proud of that I am I!