epman
18.01.2005, 20:53
I can not believe in it. Sometimes I seem to me that the unluckiest person in this world. In this world there is a perfect little man about which existence I have forgotten. It or her call Victoria. I now in brief shall tell that all taki happens.
On this white light there is a person who is not indifferent for me. Call its or her Victoria. With Vikoj we are familiar since the childhood. It was the unique girl with whom I communicated. We live with her in different cities and consequently saw only in the summer as summer residences the relative are in the neighbourhood. We with Vikoj in the summer always were together. Then I was small and especially nothing knew about love. Even moreover, I about her did not hear. I had greater or big sympathies to her. Well and she too was not indifferent to me. Here so there were years. We grew. Vick became all krashe and krashe. To tell the truth, in the course of time in me the feeling of love to Vick gradually woke up. We with Vikoj always were together, and I spent all time at it or her. Vick, how much or as far as I remember, communicating only with me. At least, friends at it or her was not especially. Its or her daddy even has somehow told or said, that wants, that I then on her married. And I just about it or this also dreamed. Vick very perfect little man. With any individual appearance. At it or her very gentle voice. Perfect golden curly hair. Unfortunately, I do not have its or her photo, and I cannot show its or her indescribable beauty. But there is a photo of one girl which otdalenno is similar on Vick. Here she. To tell the truth, Vick in one thousand times more lovely and more beautifully this maiden. But features she something is similar. All would be shorter well, if not one excess which has deduced or removed all my attitudes or relations with Vikoj from a track. Has deduced or removed and has put all attitudes or relations on a black strip. There was absolutely ridiculous and not having under itself of ground a thing. Was perfect years or summer denyok, and such termination or ending of this day I (and not only) did not expect. I have no trouble struck my pretty to Vick. At all for what. All was good, and I have taken and have struck. And as last rascal has escaped from a place of incident. And even then has not apologized. Time immediately went. Vick grew and became more beautiful. But I still had no dialogue with her. I was in despair. Time went, and 2002 which something has corrected in attitudes or relations with Vikoj has approached or suited. This year still is called as what in 2002 I for the first time have climbed in a global network. In the beginning of summer we with the friend went on computer courses. To be exact "Courses of improvement of qualification". Fastening passed or taken place and studied or investigated is shorter. After quarrel with Vikoj on a summer residence I happened very seldom. And this time in general in the beginning of July has arrived (because of courses). Vick as always was there. I wish to tell or say at once, that contacts to her and its or her parents at me were not. And the first contact (pljusovoj) at me has happened with its or her daddy. As now I remember, he was going to to smoke a small fish. And already I do not remember what for have invited me. I remember, that to them then still any relatives came. The little girl at them, well directly angel. Still I remember, that any boy all time turned near to Vikoj. In my opinion it or him Sashej call. Well, here absolutely I from a subject have departed. We are corrected. Well, here means, prepares "koptilka" for a small fish. And I cost or stand at them on a site, and me somehow not on myself. I remember, from a window mum looked at me Vikina. So looked, that I was ready to fail through the ground. I after all am long with Vikinoj semyoj did not communicate. And here here on you. And in the meantime daddy Viki about what asked me. Ah, yes. About where I vanished in the beginning of summer. Well, I also have informed him that supposedly on courses went. And he, it is possible to tell or say, was delighted, having told or said to me, that they Vick too somewhere have got the whole computer . Also has added, that I can something help or assist her. Yes I basically and not against was. Then I wished to talk with Vikoj, but she with the prince on a white horse (that is with Sashej) have escaped away from me. Then I have caught all to Vick when she went to sleep, and have tried to apologize for sodejannoe several years ago. Vick has told or said, that does not hold on me is malicious, and for a long time has forgiven or excused me, and has added, that I did not take it in a head. I was a little bit was delighted, but as was then found out in vain. It seems to me, that my apologies was a little, and I, probably, should make something greater for it or her. One is good - attitudes or relations with its or her relatives were adjusted. Per 2003 I on a summer residence and have not arrived and consequently to Vick did not see. But when there has come or stepped winter I has started to grieve and miss strongly on her. I have suddenly understood, that me does not suffice its or her series. Also that I like it or her. There has come or stepped 2004 and long-awaited summer. Having arrived on a summer residence in the beginning of June to Vick I have not found out. Only my brother has fairly impaired a little to me mood, having told or said, that to Vick the daddy has thrown. I was not simply in a shock. Words my status could not be passed. Then I have left home. In the summer I have met the girl from Peter which call Lena. And with this acquaintance about Vick has forgotten. And in fact so support was necessary to her. So when I came on a summer residence and did not find there to Vick. There has come or stepped September. Last my academic year has begun. And about Vick I somehow did not think. And here there was one thing. Literally it happens one week ago. Was on October, 14th. In the street it was opposite. There was an annoying rain. I have come home. As always has included or has switched on a computer. Also has suddenly run into the telephone directory. Knowing, that at Vicks are not present phone, I have found phone of its or her girlfriend Gali, which too by the way "tusuetsja" in the summer on a summer residence. I remember before calling Gale, I have called to friend Maksu. Longly with it or him spoke. Then I have called Gale. Very much was delighted, having heard its or her voice. And here I have asked it or her how was in the summer on a summer residence. She has responded, that all was good. Here I have asked about Vick. From its or her answer me has shaken, and I nearly have not fainted. It has appeared, that Vick does not live any more in Serpukhov, now she lives in Moscow with mum and with other daddy. At me tears on eyes have acted. I have asked at Gali number or room of a mobile phone Vicks. She has given me number or room. Then, having said goodbye with Galej, I longly went on an apartment, but all have dared to call on data to me to number or room. Having dialed the number I pleasantly was surprised, have heard a voice Vicks. Now I in brief shall tell about what it has been told or said in conversation. Vick as it seemed to me, was delighted, having heard my voice. She indeed lives in Moscow. Further I have started to speak her that really I test to her, that earlier never spoke anybody, and especially to her. I spoke, that very much I miss on her, that I can not without it or her, that to me it is very bad without it or her, that I very much like it or her. On all my words, were words Vicks. In which refusal was logically covered. Then she has told or said, that does not wish to communicate with me that I have forgotten about it or her, that I still shall find the girl. As still she has told or said, that she now changes guys as gloves. That at it or her them as "muds"! Well, it it is no wonder. In fact appearance at Vicks very attractive. And more she has told or said, that she now absolutely another, and that she has changed and at all in the best party or side. Here I was captured with tears. I have understood logically, that have lost the most liked little man for me. I have understood, that Vick now other girl, at all so Vick which I knew. To me it became very bad. Vick spoke, that did not take offence at all at it or her. I have understood much. I have understood, that to me to not live without it or her. Has understood, that I liked it or her earlier, simply especially did not feel it or this. Has understood that very much I like it or her. But probably I was late. That now to her absolutely to spit on me.
That's all. Then I have strongly swallowed tablets different. Has written to her SMSku in which was spoken what more to live I do not want. Then, when I talked to the friend, hardly moving tongue - that at me have rung out mobila. Mum Vicks called. She has told or said that has come from job and has seen to Vick in a hysterics, speaking that with me something happens. Understand. I did not wish to frighten to Vick. Next morning me in very bad status have brought to reanimation. In which I longly laid under droppers. I do not know that to me to do or make and how to be in this situation. I cannot forget to Vick. I think of her each divine day. Now called to her. But she has dumped or reset a call and in general has disconnected or has switched-off phone. I am afraid that I can swallow preparations again. I like to Vick!
On this white light there is a person who is not indifferent for me. Call its or her Victoria. With Vikoj we are familiar since the childhood. It was the unique girl with whom I communicated. We live with her in different cities and consequently saw only in the summer as summer residences the relative are in the neighbourhood. We with Vikoj in the summer always were together. Then I was small and especially nothing knew about love. Even moreover, I about her did not hear. I had greater or big sympathies to her. Well and she too was not indifferent to me. Here so there were years. We grew. Vick became all krashe and krashe. To tell the truth, in the course of time in me the feeling of love to Vick gradually woke up. We with Vikoj always were together, and I spent all time at it or her. Vick, how much or as far as I remember, communicating only with me. At least, friends at it or her was not especially. Its or her daddy even has somehow told or said, that wants, that I then on her married. And I just about it or this also dreamed. Vick very perfect little man. With any individual appearance. At it or her very gentle voice. Perfect golden curly hair. Unfortunately, I do not have its or her photo, and I cannot show its or her indescribable beauty. But there is a photo of one girl which otdalenno is similar on Vick. Here she. To tell the truth, Vick in one thousand times more lovely and more beautifully this maiden. But features she something is similar. All would be shorter well, if not one excess which has deduced or removed all my attitudes or relations with Vikoj from a track. Has deduced or removed and has put all attitudes or relations on a black strip. There was absolutely ridiculous and not having under itself of ground a thing. Was perfect years or summer denyok, and such termination or ending of this day I (and not only) did not expect. I have no trouble struck my pretty to Vick. At all for what. All was good, and I have taken and have struck. And as last rascal has escaped from a place of incident. And even then has not apologized. Time immediately went. Vick grew and became more beautiful. But I still had no dialogue with her. I was in despair. Time went, and 2002 which something has corrected in attitudes or relations with Vikoj has approached or suited. This year still is called as what in 2002 I for the first time have climbed in a global network. In the beginning of summer we with the friend went on computer courses. To be exact "Courses of improvement of qualification". Fastening passed or taken place and studied or investigated is shorter. After quarrel with Vikoj on a summer residence I happened very seldom. And this time in general in the beginning of July has arrived (because of courses). Vick as always was there. I wish to tell or say at once, that contacts to her and its or her parents at me were not. And the first contact (pljusovoj) at me has happened with its or her daddy. As now I remember, he was going to to smoke a small fish. And already I do not remember what for have invited me. I remember, that to them then still any relatives came. The little girl at them, well directly angel. Still I remember, that any boy all time turned near to Vikoj. In my opinion it or him Sashej call. Well, here absolutely I from a subject have departed. We are corrected. Well, here means, prepares "koptilka" for a small fish. And I cost or stand at them on a site, and me somehow not on myself. I remember, from a window mum looked at me Vikina. So looked, that I was ready to fail through the ground. I after all am long with Vikinoj semyoj did not communicate. And here here on you. And in the meantime daddy Viki about what asked me. Ah, yes. About where I vanished in the beginning of summer. Well, I also have informed him that supposedly on courses went. And he, it is possible to tell or say, was delighted, having told or said to me, that they Vick too somewhere have got the whole computer . Also has added, that I can something help or assist her. Yes I basically and not against was. Then I wished to talk with Vikoj, but she with the prince on a white horse (that is with Sashej) have escaped away from me. Then I have caught all to Vick when she went to sleep, and have tried to apologize for sodejannoe several years ago. Vick has told or said, that does not hold on me is malicious, and for a long time has forgiven or excused me, and has added, that I did not take it in a head. I was a little bit was delighted, but as was then found out in vain. It seems to me, that my apologies was a little, and I, probably, should make something greater for it or her. One is good - attitudes or relations with its or her relatives were adjusted. Per 2003 I on a summer residence and have not arrived and consequently to Vick did not see. But when there has come or stepped winter I has started to grieve and miss strongly on her. I have suddenly understood, that me does not suffice its or her series. Also that I like it or her. There has come or stepped 2004 and long-awaited summer. Having arrived on a summer residence in the beginning of June to Vick I have not found out. Only my brother has fairly impaired a little to me mood, having told or said, that to Vick the daddy has thrown. I was not simply in a shock. Words my status could not be passed. Then I have left home. In the summer I have met the girl from Peter which call Lena. And with this acquaintance about Vick has forgotten. And in fact so support was necessary to her. So when I came on a summer residence and did not find there to Vick. There has come or stepped September. Last my academic year has begun. And about Vick I somehow did not think. And here there was one thing. Literally it happens one week ago. Was on October, 14th. In the street it was opposite. There was an annoying rain. I have come home. As always has included or has switched on a computer. Also has suddenly run into the telephone directory. Knowing, that at Vicks are not present phone, I have found phone of its or her girlfriend Gali, which too by the way "tusuetsja" in the summer on a summer residence. I remember before calling Gale, I have called to friend Maksu. Longly with it or him spoke. Then I have called Gale. Very much was delighted, having heard its or her voice. And here I have asked it or her how was in the summer on a summer residence. She has responded, that all was good. Here I have asked about Vick. From its or her answer me has shaken, and I nearly have not fainted. It has appeared, that Vick does not live any more in Serpukhov, now she lives in Moscow with mum and with other daddy. At me tears on eyes have acted. I have asked at Gali number or room of a mobile phone Vicks. She has given me number or room. Then, having said goodbye with Galej, I longly went on an apartment, but all have dared to call on data to me to number or room. Having dialed the number I pleasantly was surprised, have heard a voice Vicks. Now I in brief shall tell about what it has been told or said in conversation. Vick as it seemed to me, was delighted, having heard my voice. She indeed lives in Moscow. Further I have started to speak her that really I test to her, that earlier never spoke anybody, and especially to her. I spoke, that very much I miss on her, that I can not without it or her, that to me it is very bad without it or her, that I very much like it or her. On all my words, were words Vicks. In which refusal was logically covered. Then she has told or said, that does not wish to communicate with me that I have forgotten about it or her, that I still shall find the girl. As still she has told or said, that she now changes guys as gloves. That at it or her them as "muds"! Well, it it is no wonder. In fact appearance at Vicks very attractive. And more she has told or said, that she now absolutely another, and that she has changed and at all in the best party or side. Here I was captured with tears. I have understood logically, that have lost the most liked little man for me. I have understood, that Vick now other girl, at all so Vick which I knew. To me it became very bad. Vick spoke, that did not take offence at all at it or her. I have understood much. I have understood, that to me to not live without it or her. Has understood, that I liked it or her earlier, simply especially did not feel it or this. Has understood that very much I like it or her. But probably I was late. That now to her absolutely to spit on me.
That's all. Then I have strongly swallowed tablets different. Has written to her SMSku in which was spoken what more to live I do not want. Then, when I talked to the friend, hardly moving tongue - that at me have rung out mobila. Mum Vicks called. She has told or said that has come from job and has seen to Vick in a hysterics, speaking that with me something happens. Understand. I did not wish to frighten to Vick. Next morning me in very bad status have brought to reanimation. In which I longly laid under droppers. I do not know that to me to do or make and how to be in this situation. I cannot forget to Vick. I think of her each divine day. Now called to her. But she has dumped or reset a call and in general has disconnected or has switched-off phone. I am afraid that I can swallow preparations again. I like to Vick!