Dragon
21.08.2004, 00:43
Prompt how to struggle with laziness??? I already notice that this problem has drained in me. The matter is that I work in a business concern in which has got owing to related or congenerous communications or connections with a management or manual. And so, all over again I showed the initiative, something tried to make, but feedback by the person did not see. Most likely, I have early lowered or omitted arms or hand. But in due course, has served to the principal of a department, and now absolutely it would be desirable to do or make nothing. I carry out the minimum of duties, a part of jobs I give subordinates, and itself all the day I get on or I climb on the Internet. It turns out that I am in full dependence on this company, t. To. I already for a long time have lost the qualification, and to be engaged in self-education laziness. Still I am afraid, that the patience of a management or manual will burst, t. To. I think that they guess my divergence and then I at all do not know that I shall do or make. Iz-for this all at me depression already begins, but I do not see an output or exit from this problem. I understand, that it is necessary to something to borrow or occupy, prove, but catching of on mysle, what is it will not be in any way voznagrazhdeno - so what for to strain. And my laziness is shown not only in job, but also in other spheres of a life. Though, I remember myself, it is necessary to me to really something to want strongly - I turned off or folded mountains in due time. But here, vidat, there is no special internal stimulus. I zarpalata good enough, also is not present sense to search for other job. The further promotion on a service ladder in this company is not improbable, and begin all with zero in other place I can, t. To. I have got used to live in a relative prosperity.