Lena
23.08.2004, 20:00
Help or Assist!!! I go mad, sensation full beenadezhnosti. We with the husband have been compelled or forced to leave from Russia, to him there to come back it is impossible, and I without it or him cannot. To me 25 years also pay off for the mistakes or errors in a youth, I cannot become pregnant, I madly miss across Russia, now at us the tightened or delayed financial crisis, I cannot be treated to become pregnant, though have passed or have taken place inspections, I can not go to mum, we in Latin America and the ticket very dear or expensive, I cannot stir or chatter with girlfriends, here they simply are not present, and to call to Russia now for us luxury. On job I can not leave, yet I shall not master well tongue, I learn or teach in its or his whole days. The husband I do not see, he leaves in 8 mornings and comes to 11 evenings tired and nervous, he is compelled or forced to work now with people with which to him very hardly morally, he earns a little. To me it is very bad, on the one hand I understand, that it is necessary to pay for all, but with another these or it 8 months far from Russia kill me, In general I the strong and cheerful person, at least I so thought in Russia. And now to me to howl it would be desirable. Time leaves to the husband already 37, with the child it is impossible, I am afraid, very much I am afraid ostatsja without children. When pregnancy were to us it I was not necessary, with ease, not thinking of consequences did or made abortions, and now I count up how much would be it or this detkam now and silently I go mad, sitting at home one all the day. And an animal any to get or start it is impossible, the apartment in fact is rented. Help or assist.