Lika
17.08.2004, 23:09
The qualified help of the expert is very necessary to me. My problem consists in not supervised pristapah jealousy or strong insult and as consequence or investigation aggression and rage.
To me of 45 years to the husband 54 years. We with it or him have lived 23 years.
Eight months ago I have found it or him with other woman. I very much experienced there was a strong depression, ideas on a suicide, but gradually the pain has ceased. We began to live on former liking and caring about each other and it is sincere I it or him has forgiven or excused and I do not remind of what. As always we have gone together to holiday, all was wonderful and suddenly last day holidays unexpectedly / we sat and were pleased to good weather, morju/under a spoon something was compressed and on me such melancholy and a bitter taste I has pulled hard began to cry, the husband began to console me, but I as bud-that have lost mind and have broken loose, began to call it or him and there was a terrible scandal. Still an example: already at home. The husband could not eanjatsja with me sex, referring on bad zamochuvstvie, I in it or this the moment have understood it or him, but I have passed or have taken place two days has woken up at night at 4 o'clock with the same terrible feeling of melancholy and a pain and all has repeated again. When passes or takes place "attack" to me it becomes very a shame with such behaviour. On a life I reasonable, urovnoveshennyj the person with normal spihikoj. I hold a responsible or crucial post with kshchllegami at me equal, benevolent attitudes or relations, I never shout. And who knows me, could not present, that I can so myself a message. I and itself very much am concerned by it or this. Analyzing behaviour I have understood the, that the first case has been caused or called by phobia, that all good, that was in holiday, nonsense can terminate on homing, certainly, and the second is elementary revnos, that refusal of sex, this continuation of its or his communication or connection. Actually, this my sick imagination. In total there were two cases, but I am afraid of repetition. As it comes unexpectedly. My request as with these or it;this to struggle / tried itself to persuade and the husband persuaded, but during the moment of offensive or approach of "attacks" of a word bezpolezny. As nechmstaja force is installed, as bud-that it not I. What medicines or other methods are. In fact so to live terribly.
To me of 45 years to the husband 54 years. We with it or him have lived 23 years.
Eight months ago I have found it or him with other woman. I very much experienced there was a strong depression, ideas on a suicide, but gradually the pain has ceased. We began to live on former liking and caring about each other and it is sincere I it or him has forgiven or excused and I do not remind of what. As always we have gone together to holiday, all was wonderful and suddenly last day holidays unexpectedly / we sat and were pleased to good weather, morju/under a spoon something was compressed and on me such melancholy and a bitter taste I has pulled hard began to cry, the husband began to console me, but I as bud-that have lost mind and have broken loose, began to call it or him and there was a terrible scandal. Still an example: already at home. The husband could not eanjatsja with me sex, referring on bad zamochuvstvie, I in it or this the moment have understood it or him, but I have passed or have taken place two days has woken up at night at 4 o'clock with the same terrible feeling of melancholy and a pain and all has repeated again. When passes or takes place "attack" to me it becomes very a shame with such behaviour. On a life I reasonable, urovnoveshennyj the person with normal spihikoj. I hold a responsible or crucial post with kshchllegami at me equal, benevolent attitudes or relations, I never shout. And who knows me, could not present, that I can so myself a message. I and itself very much am concerned by it or this. Analyzing behaviour I have understood the, that the first case has been caused or called by phobia, that all good, that was in holiday, nonsense can terminate on homing, certainly, and the second is elementary revnos, that refusal of sex, this continuation of its or his communication or connection. Actually, this my sick imagination. In total there were two cases, but I am afraid of repetition. As it comes unexpectedly. My request as with these or it;this to struggle / tried itself to persuade and the husband persuaded, but during the moment of offensive or approach of "attacks" of a word bezpolezny. As nechmstaja force is installed, as bud-that it not I. What medicines or other methods are. In fact so to live terribly.