NKi
13.08.2004, 10:39
To me of 15 years. I am disappointed in the school friends. They behave, as though I became them a burden - on changes almost do not approach or suit, and if approach or suit, speak only any joke, or about any computer toy, but never on other subjects: about itself, about the life...
I feel it, and at on me the melancholy, melancholy, grief even more often finds. At lessons in such mood I would like to jump out in a window from a hopelessness, but I do not do or I make it or this (fortunately, I am a Christian, and suicide - a sin).
I very badly converge with people, and I do not wish them to lose, I consider or count as their best friends, I feel well in their environment - but, besides, I kak-as if have bothered them.
Tell or Say, what to me to do or make? Whether my pavors are justified?
I feel it, and at on me the melancholy, melancholy, grief even more often finds. At lessons in such mood I would like to jump out in a window from a hopelessness, but I do not do or I make it or this (fortunately, I am a Christian, and suicide - a sin).
I very badly converge with people, and I do not wish them to lose, I consider or count as their best friends, I feel well in their environment - but, besides, I kak-as if have bothered them.
Tell or Say, what to me to do or make? Whether my pavors are justified?