I am absolutely lost and suppressed. To me 21 year. I do not know, that occurs or happens with...

[Veronica]

I am absolutely lost and suppressed. To me 21 year. I do not know, that occurs or happens to my life. All friends govorjat-" what beauty ", probably the release from muzhiks is not present! They in general are not present in my life! It seems to me already terrible! Itself it is guilty, I know. I so suffer iz-for it or this. .odni girlfriends, it is more than anybody., and not simply girlfriends - the present or true people close to me whom I very much like also they me very much appreciate, the last will give. But with men a full failure. Since the childhood the mentality has been undermined, at school, and houses in attitudes or relations with the father! I am afraid of men, kak-I would not look or appear, I start to hesitate, be clamped or cliped.. And vsyo-write was gone. I very much try there is nothing to not think, be liberated., but something stirs or prevents, something speaks inside - you vsyo-will not like peerly them! Still there was a girlfriend at me, dialogue with her me potrjaslo-not having neither appearance, nor a figure, she has beaten off at me all!! For her simply there were herds guys! Charm, and relentless confidence of! I not any pustyshka, me name the deep and thin person. I do not think chto-I I do not represent nikaogo interest for men, even as the person. My God. .chto to me to do or make!? I feel silly, and helpless. I cannot so to live any more! I cannot involve men who like me! Why me starts to shake, when I see them? I want a high-grade life!

[Lera]

Veronica, simply men do not like, when the woman is cleverer than them, is them frightens. Simply you yet have not met the one who it can estimate or appreciate.

[Veronica]

Veronica on September, 07th 2004 19 : 38 : 54
I am absolutely lost and suppressed. To me 21 year. I do not know, that occurs or happens to my life. All friends govorjat-" what beauty ", probably the release from muzhiks is not present! They in general are not present in my life! It seems to me already terrible! Itself it is guilty, I know. I so suffer iz-for it or this.. One girlfriends, it is more than anybody., and not simply girlfriends - the present or true people close to me whom I very much like also they me very much appreciate, the last will give. But with men a full failure. Since the childhood the mentality has been undermined, at school, and houses in attitudes or relations with the father! I am afraid of men, kak-I would not look or appear, I start to hesitate, be clamped or cliped.. And vsyo-write was gone. I very much try there is nothing to not think, be liberated., but something stirs or prevents, something speaks inside - you vsyo-will not like peerly them! Still there was a girlfriend at me, dialogue with her me potrjaslo-not having neither appearance, nor a figure, she has beaten off at me all!! For her simply there were herds guys! Charm, and relentless confidence of! I not any pustyshka, me name the deep and thin person. I do not think chto-I I do not represent nikaogo interest for men, even as the person. My God.. That to me to do or make!? I feel silly, and helpless. I cannot so to live any more! I cannot involve men who like me! Why me starts to shake, when I see them? I want a high-grade life!