la
14.08.2004, 00:14
Hello! I already for a long time have lost the husband, he was lost. Like as has calmed down and with a problem has consulted. But I feel, that at me now any obvious problems with mentality. At me sechas other family, children. But never leaves or abandons feeling that God forbid once again such to happen. The husband is late - me already shakes. For children in general I am silent, I live in eternal pavor, that second time I shall not go through such. Constantly involuntarily before eyes the most awful pictures of mors are drawn.. Help or assist advice or council, that to me to do or make in this situation. I am constant in a strain. It is quiet only when all at home. And all rest of the time I live in pavor. It or this nobody notices, I the quiet adequate person, on a high post, am dear at job. And this all unsettles me.