I do not know what to do or make. I in despair. Always was considered as the quiet person (that...

[The anonym]

I do not know what to do or make. I in despair. Always was considered as the quiet person (that is from so it seemed, actually, in my soul always fire), but now reaches to the point of irrationality. I rage literally from any trifles. If something is done or made not as it would be desirable me. Literally, I begin so is angry, that at times at all I do not understand that I speak. Or I understand, that I speak not that, but to stop any more in forces. iz-for it or this attitudes or relations with the liked person spoil. Most of all I am afraid, that he will come to conclusion, that I the hysteric woman (itself yesterday of it or this has thought) and will leave from me. How to be?

[Tolokonin A.O.]

To address internally.