Olja
21.07.2004, 23:24
Good evening,
I have met the person for whom I feed deep feelings.
He the foreigner and we corresponded more than two months on email.
Eight years ago he was in monks, but has left from them because has wanted to marry and have children.
When we have met each other, we have recovered each other. But when I have told or said that has been affianced about one year back and was going to to marry other person, but not on my fault it was upset it became for it or him a huge problem.
He has told or said, that does not see in it or this my fault, but it has reminded him that time when he only has left monks and has thrown college when he was in depression within two years because the world seem to him awful and dissolute. I have asked, whether he expected that at me nobody was up to it or him in the sex plan, he has responded that is not present,
But the fact that I was going to to marry another, apparently, is for it or him insuperable. He has told or said that
Has decided even to meet never the divorced women or women with children, it gives him sensation, that he the second choice and it should be only once.
During our occurring he has told or said, that does not know while how to concern to the fact of my former engagement, has told or said that, probably, it will excite it or him, but later any time. However continued our attitudes or relations, and we became close. He spoke about our future occurring, that he slow in the important decisions in a life and to him time is necessary to make such big decision how to marry. We have left very warmly, and he even has got for me the permit for bedujushchej occurrings.
But when he has left he has written, that my former engagement does not leave at it or him a head, has what is it reminded him of time of its or his depression. I feel very guilty what has not saved myself only for it or him but how I could know till 29 years what I shall meet it or him?
I do not know, that it or him can excite in my past if I never was married but only was going to both it razladilos. And he knows, that at present I belong to him and I like only it or him.
Probably it only the reason for leaving or care but then what for he suited all for bedujushchej occurrings?
Please, advise me, that to me to do or make, I very much am afraid of it or him to lose. Probably, I kak-that can affect or influence it or him and overpersuade it or him in its or his stereotype.
It I am guilty
Or it its or his psychological problems?
I have met the person for whom I feed deep feelings.
He the foreigner and we corresponded more than two months on email.
Eight years ago he was in monks, but has left from them because has wanted to marry and have children.
When we have met each other, we have recovered each other. But when I have told or said that has been affianced about one year back and was going to to marry other person, but not on my fault it was upset it became for it or him a huge problem.
He has told or said, that does not see in it or this my fault, but it has reminded him that time when he only has left monks and has thrown college when he was in depression within two years because the world seem to him awful and dissolute. I have asked, whether he expected that at me nobody was up to it or him in the sex plan, he has responded that is not present,
But the fact that I was going to to marry another, apparently, is for it or him insuperable. He has told or said that
Has decided even to meet never the divorced women or women with children, it gives him sensation, that he the second choice and it should be only once.
During our occurring he has told or said, that does not know while how to concern to the fact of my former engagement, has told or said that, probably, it will excite it or him, but later any time. However continued our attitudes or relations, and we became close. He spoke about our future occurring, that he slow in the important decisions in a life and to him time is necessary to make such big decision how to marry. We have left very warmly, and he even has got for me the permit for bedujushchej occurrings.
But when he has left he has written, that my former engagement does not leave at it or him a head, has what is it reminded him of time of its or his depression. I feel very guilty what has not saved myself only for it or him but how I could know till 29 years what I shall meet it or him?
I do not know, that it or him can excite in my past if I never was married but only was going to both it razladilos. And he knows, that at present I belong to him and I like only it or him.
Probably it only the reason for leaving or care but then what for he suited all for bedujushchej occurrings?
Please, advise me, that to me to do or make, I very much am afraid of it or him to lose. Probably, I kak-that can affect or influence it or him and overpersuade it or him in its or his stereotype.
It I am guilty
Or it its or his psychological problems?