Mne ujasno ploxo, vse tak ujasno, Xochu umeret!!! steretsa s litsa zemli!...

[L]

Mne ujasno ploxo, vse tak ujasno, Xochu umeret!!! steretsa s litsa zemli! i prosto zakonchit vse; vse soi jelaniya, nadejdi; Nadejdu na to chto vse kogda to izmenitsa k luchshemu, naoborot vse stanovitsa xuje i xuje, ne s kem daje podelitsa, poplakatsa, nekomu... Mne ochen ploxo, ochen... ochen xochu umeret..

[8888]

You write, what there is nobody to share? Can it is necessary for the beginning porobovat to share and it is direct here?

[Paulina]

Tell to us - that at you in a life such awful? Can we shall advise something useful, without advice or council from here at least still nobody left. Tell - do not hesitate!:-)