Kind time of day, listen to me, please... Can eat kakoj-a string...

[Iren]

Kind time of day, listen to me, please... Can eat kakoj-a string advice or council in my situation.. It is banal, but it will be a question of men and my mutual relation with them. In brief - I get acquainted with the young man, we meet, through certain time - love up to tears from its or his party or side, with mine - disgust. And so during already many years. I can not tell or say, that all certainly sobed, that everyone were against each other similar - are not present. But that all of them unites, so it that they very quickly bother me. Passes or takes place time, I understand, what what for so have offended the person, all next time I shall be terpimee, in fact it is so much for me is done or made, and what I? But next time all repeats. Again there is any panic, it would be desirable to escape, disappear, more quickly all to finish not looking on what. I cannot overcome myself. As soon as I understand, that all - he mine, he likes, I throw it or him. Yet does not like, I achieve, and then certainly - good-bye. What is it? Sports interest? And how with it or this to struggle? To me 24 years, it becomes terrible, in fact to touch all life is impossible, and to force itself prolong attitudes or relations I can not, but comprehension later comes that it would be necessary and to save. Very much I hope for your participation and advice or council. Thanks

[Magvaer]

Well I can tell or say, apparently, you a silly woman...

[For Magvaer]

Well, that I can tell or say - to call the person most easier and a lot of mind or wit on it it is not necessary...

[Julia]

You go in for sports, instead of human attitudes or relations. Have achieved result, go to the new records, new victories. But actually you it is a pity to me, you, apparently, run from the present or true deep attitudes or relations, you are afraid to admit to yourselves too close, can be simple complex iz-for something. But it is very boring - on tops. If you can touch with souls or douches to each other...

[For Julia]

Julia, I with you completely agree! But all has put that to me is not pleasant to be engaged in these sports, I too want, as you have told or said, - souls or douches... And in the beginning of attitudes or relations all tak-I am glad, I reach for the person, but... The moment when he starts to irritate me inevitably comes.. It is possible to tell or say, that simply has not met that person and so on, but I doubt, will be what is it correct... All problem in me, in any inexplicable pavor to lose freedom.. Here also I try to understand, what yes as well as why....

[It is clear]

At me too at the girlfriend the same problems... It is necessary to search for itself. To her 20 years and she normally feels herself only as 16 years or summer boys...