Dasha
28.06.2004, 01:41
At me long history. But in krattse We like each other. But...... He is married. It or he had one child. And then the wife in 4 years snrva has become pregnant. I knew that at it or him with the wife normal family attitudes or relations. And on what did not apply. Simply in soul or douche dreamed always and never about it or this spoke, even to close people - that I once would wake up, and its or his wife is not present, has disappeared, dissolved, neznaju... But knew that I do not have any hopes, he not such what to throw family though likes me. For it or him family and love different things. For it or him the main thing a duty or debt. But sluchilo misfortune, mountain. Right after birthes the child has died, and in 17 hours from a bleeding the wife (cesarean) has died. Now he in horror, is frightened and lost or confused. I should condole, and I do not know as myself a message. Probably I too in it or this am guilty. I always would want that she has disappeared, I do not know as, but only not so. He seems to me too that that understands. But that to me to do or make. I seem to me last creature. How further to live with such gravity. I do not know that to the best. But I actually potrjasenna. Help or assist, but do not condemn strongly.