Artem, Tundr-a@ukr.net
21.06.2004, 22:50
1.37 years, look or appear is younger, hudenky a body and character, the extremist, and "zubki" weak is a little. Here a quarter of a century or blepharon I can not already achieve reciprocity in love. Already I lose hope also forces to struggle. Like nice, v/about, was married (without love, thought though so). Now the main problem WHERE to meet the girl. In the street, on dances I can not, in service of acquaintances if it is hardly better then prince wants. The circle of dialogue at me is limited. Piezzhaju home, to Kiev in the spring and in the autumn with one idea to find It or Her. So it would be desirable family, children, reciprocity, to sleep all the night long having embraced. And with my rates and luck soon old age, though in ideas to me 25.2 more. The last autumn in sl./. Has found It or Her. Some complexities and disadvantages have sunk in its or her blue eyes. I could not believe. We walked, embraced. But she asked to wait with the presents a kiss. On couple of months has left and thought only of her. In the spring I have kissed it or her. She was discharged. Then We have started to be littered on the sly and she has disappeared. I hardly have not descended or gone from mind or wit also heart was not broke off or has not become torn nearly. After 7 years of a black strip, mine luchik izchez. The matter is that it or her have raped, when and as I do not know. I have achieved an occurring. She did not mind, though already emotions got the best. Both of us wished to get married. I have asked, that after wedding we shall sleep in different rooms. She has taken offence. I hope in the autumn shall meet. But what to do or make I do not know. Whether she can come to the senses. Whether there can be she the woman, mother. I agree to wait, but is long I can not. Though I think of her always.