polina
25.05.2004, 08:57
The dear doctor if it probably that would be desirable to receive even the short information is my status mental disease or not. I constantly am afraid that that nibud to happen bad with my relatives, for myself especially I do not experience. 4 years ago I accepted Paxel in current of 8 months. There was an awful status, attacks of wild pavor for the child, could not sleep. The medicine has helped or assisted me, but I have independently made a decision prikratit to accept it or him. Went in for sports much, tried to change something in itself and around of itself. Now I have learned to supervise the emotions, but my status not stably seems to me that and there are signs which seem to me not normal for absolutely healthy (psychologically) the person. For example:
1. I am afraid to take a knife in arms or hand because I something seems to me can make bad. But during too time I absolutely supervise myself and I do not wish anything such to do or make.
2. Sometimes I am am occurred with ideas absolutely not compatible to my internal maintenance or contents. As for example, to press gas and to run in peredi the going machine or car, or chut-hardly to turn a rudder and to fly from the bridge; without the reason to tell or say what nibud muck to the chief or the person from which you in any measure depend; to reveal terrible secret about itself and to see reaction of associates. But at the same time I am absolutely assured that never it or this I shall make. But when it is enough often these ideas occur, during any moment it is possible to leave from under kotrolja.
3. I constantly check on some times if I have switched off light, e-devices, whether have closed a door.
I consider or count what is it obviously what deviations or rejections. And what is it? the Neurosis, a phobia. And whether it is possible to struggle with it or this independently. And whether in general probably from it or this to get rid? Zarannee many thanks for the answer.
1. I am afraid to take a knife in arms or hand because I something seems to me can make bad. But during too time I absolutely supervise myself and I do not wish anything such to do or make.
2. Sometimes I am am occurred with ideas absolutely not compatible to my internal maintenance or contents. As for example, to press gas and to run in peredi the going machine or car, or chut-hardly to turn a rudder and to fly from the bridge; without the reason to tell or say what nibud muck to the chief or the person from which you in any measure depend; to reveal terrible secret about itself and to see reaction of associates. But at the same time I am absolutely assured that never it or this I shall make. But when it is enough often these ideas occur, during any moment it is possible to leave from under kotrolja.
3. I constantly check on some times if I have switched off light, e-devices, whether have closed a door.
I consider or count what is it obviously what deviations or rejections. And what is it? the Neurosis, a phobia. And whether it is possible to struggle with it or this independently. And whether in general probably from it or this to get rid? Zarannee many thanks for the answer.