Ekaterina
28.05.2004, 13:48
Hello! I do not know, that to me to do or make. The problem washing has arisen for a long time, but recently she especially excruciates me. I on character the cheerful person, at me am a lot of friends, I am constant with them I communicate. I am liked native, friends. I study at university on the second course, I am engaged in foreign tongues. All it is good, if not one "but". I do not like to live. I do not understand, what for I go to University, what for I meet friends. When I leave on street, to me it becomes awkward that someone looks at me. Silly, certainly, but in shop I am afraid to ask of the seller to show me to something, not being assured or confident that I shall buy or purchase this thing.
Looking at myself in a mirror, I understand, that nice, and the God good has awarded with a figure, not having forgotten to enclose in me brains. I it understand all. But I can not be myself. That whom I see in a mirror of the house, instead of in public, leaving on street. In me there does not live such muck as envy. But, when I meet the girlfriend, I on all hundred am assured, that first of all will pay attention to it or her, instead of on me even if I have made a remarkable make up and is more tremendous have put on. Probably, this all iz-for my uncertainty in and any complexes. It can seem silly, but, believe, this problem prevents to live to me. I very much wish to find a way out, but I do not know as. Please, advise something. Thankful in advance.
Looking at myself in a mirror, I understand, that nice, and the God good has awarded with a figure, not having forgotten to enclose in me brains. I it understand all. But I can not be myself. That whom I see in a mirror of the house, instead of in public, leaving on street. In me there does not live such muck as envy. But, when I meet the girlfriend, I on all hundred am assured, that first of all will pay attention to it or her, instead of on me even if I have made a remarkable make up and is more tremendous have put on. Probably, this all iz-for my uncertainty in and any complexes. It can seem silly, but, believe, this problem prevents to live to me. I very much wish to find a way out, but I do not know as. Please, advise something. Thankful in advance.