Azazella
23.05.2004, 06:30
Hello. To me of 16 years. I hope, that you will help or assist me though to something and tell or say, whether it is necessary to me to address to the psychologist or not... For last months I began to notice behind myself the following: at me too often on day the mood - from rough flashes and splashes in emotions before depressions and depression (I cannot find the reason) varies. I cannot master myself, and this frequent change of moods starts to bother. Seldom, but happens also such, that I have a feeling of vulnerability and moral delicacy though usually I feel morally strong person. I am almost always irritable and sharp - at times, without an occasion, but I try to learn to supervise myself, t. To. iz-for this irritability at me almost does not remain friends and friends. The some people, and I, notice in me the contradiction in themselves very much in many respects.. First I speak one, and in a minute another is absolutely! And the most unpleasant that I often, that not wishing, start to spin any delirium, I embellish, lgu in many respects. Earlier I realized it and tried to prevent, and now - was not present... I am am excruciated often with ideas that I am lonely, and that in this world anybody at me is not present, though if to ponder - not all so badly.. But deperssy and feelings of loneliness I cannot get rid of these or it: (... And as a result I reach for alcohol and tranquilizers... Please. Advise, what mmne to do or make???