Alexey
04.05.2004, 01:49
Help or Assist please.
I in itself very hypochondriac. It was excruciated from an idea Earlier that I am ill or sick with a HIV, has calmed down only after descended or went on the analysis and has received the negative answer. Thankful in advance.
Now couple of months has smoked with friends to marihuana back and kajf was kastolko strong, that to me it became very bad. Before I sometimes it or this plaid about, but it was never bad, is simple cheerfully and all. But this time it was simply awful. When I have sobered up, to me began to seem, that I have gone mad. I very much was frightened and have talked about it or this to the girl and mum. They have told or said, that anything for me do not notice strange. Friends too speak all to me, that I have not changed at all. But I sometimes simply shake with fear, something seems to me that with me not that. I was convinced, that my working capacity has not decreased and I perceive surrounding situation quite adequately. Those people which know me for a long time, and do not know about this case, communicate with me as usually and anything for me do not notice. When I am forgotten I too like about it or this I do not think. But more often this idea burns me from within. I search in myself for something. I try to analyze the actions. Constantly I search for the answer to the question in an Internet, etc.
What to me to do or make? How you think at me there were any shifts or business in my character, in my suspiciousness? What to me to do or make? I am very tired.
I in itself very hypochondriac. It was excruciated from an idea Earlier that I am ill or sick with a HIV, has calmed down only after descended or went on the analysis and has received the negative answer. Thankful in advance.
Now couple of months has smoked with friends to marihuana back and kajf was kastolko strong, that to me it became very bad. Before I sometimes it or this plaid about, but it was never bad, is simple cheerfully and all. But this time it was simply awful. When I have sobered up, to me began to seem, that I have gone mad. I very much was frightened and have talked about it or this to the girl and mum. They have told or said, that anything for me do not notice strange. Friends too speak all to me, that I have not changed at all. But I sometimes simply shake with fear, something seems to me that with me not that. I was convinced, that my working capacity has not decreased and I perceive surrounding situation quite adequately. Those people which know me for a long time, and do not know about this case, communicate with me as usually and anything for me do not notice. When I am forgotten I too like about it or this I do not think. But more often this idea burns me from within. I search in myself for something. I try to analyze the actions. Constantly I search for the answer to the question in an Internet, etc.
What to me to do or make? How you think at me there were any shifts or business in my character, in my suspiciousness? What to me to do or make? I am very tired.