Lolita
29.08.2004, 08:28
Good afternoon. To me of 28 years, 2 children (to the son - 4, 5, younger almost 2). During the last about) 5 years I am excruciated from bessonitsy. Hardly to fall asleep (it is unimportantly strongly tired or it is very strong), to fall asleep even more hardly, if suddenly I shall wake up. I wake up from any hum (the husband has turned over with a side sideways, the blanket from the child has fallen down, the mother-in-law past has on tiptoe passed or has on tiptoe taken place, under a window people have passed or have taken place, etc.) Tried " to have a rest from cares ", giving on some days the daughter to parents. It is insulting, but to have a sleep it is not possible. During a dream as though I am awake, I can retell all event in an apartment at night (I hear even that in the next room), I turn. Nobody believes me, but I cannot sleep only on a tiny flat children's down pillow and on an orthopedic mattress. Otherwise as though have beaten by the morning, and to a head has got. And more. The head approximately 2 3 years hurts. Madly! Up to a vomiting, last time almost every day, sometimes does not pass or take place by the morning, and now also "glitches" any: for example, when I look at the person on a background of sound-proof wall-papers, " the picture floats " - is made multiple copies in space. In such days begins also a stomach or belly "to twist". Certainly, I get tired, but in fact at others happens and more children also many work simultaneously (mum washing, for example) - but for them a head so does not hurt! And it is already a shame to me to speak the child: " I can not esteem today, badly myself I feel ", and before all. (at attacks a goal. Pains I drink either Pikamilon, or Spazgan, or Citramonum, helps or assists a little. 2 years ago the Root zhen-shenja a course, glitsin) the Local neuropathologist has helped or assisted nothing. What to me to do or make?