It is scarlet
29.08.2004, 00:15
All greetings! A pancake, but I cannot stop to drink. Once a week yes I shall get drunk beer and like 4 5 but., and I die then week and all peerly I drink, in fact and to die not for long but as soon as it becomes easier again I drink thinking, that I shall not hurt or I shall not be ill;I shall not be sick this time. Or when all in a life oppositely to become I drink and I think, that I shall more quickly die. Well as of this rubbish to me to get rid. To the doctor spoke, that me for an alcoholism to treat it is necessary, and she ulybaetsja, probably does not consider or count if the person pyot on 4 5 beers as a toper. And at me a vicious circle I do not drink, on soul or douche it is bad, I drink, physically I die. Who can explain to me why after 4 5 but. Beer week as in a fog you go, the head in a vice is clamped, of all are afraid also a stomach kak-as if someone in a fist has clamped.