X-Files without Moulder and Skalli.

[samaya]

Good, listen. As history long I shall cut pieces.





Part I.





The beginning of all sad history February, 2003. After corporate vecheriny I appear at home at one girl.


Degree podpitija, understand, at a level. Little by little, have still drunk or cut still and it was incured. And in fact has arisen then an idea correct, about a condom, but to finish thinking about it or her then to me have not given..) Well have not given and not a distance, and the god with her with this idea. The girl like decent, in a loose life especially is not noticed, even about ZPPP fears then have not arisen. Met then still time 3 then she leaves on the small historical native land for area to parents.


And all that, but gets to me inofrmatsija, that for some mesjatsov up to our sexly-sexual novel, she had a rest in zagranke (and it is valid so, I about it knew) and had there close contacts of the third degree to the local native. Very much was afraid zaleta.


BATS!!!! An idea about a HIV... mne-Y-Y... Know probably such expression " depths of a subconscious mind "..? Here. She therefrom has not emerged, she therefrom has jumped out as features of a snuffbox. The description of then my status in paints would borrow or occupy shchas some pages. I shall tell or say only, that the tetanus was such, that I the rest of day simply sat and smoked one cigarette for another. How much I then have smoked - I do not know. Much. Packs five or six. Kuriles, thought and felt as on a head hair move.


Day through 2-3 me it was possible to take at last itself in arms or hand. I have a seat in an Internet and I start to collect the information. So, signs.. So, an acute stage... Analyses... 3 months to wait!!! And earlier there is no sense!!! And then 3 more!!! It is accident. And how the wife?! Well good month it is possible pootmazyvatsja.. And then??!! About, My God, for what it to me?!!


Next month is killed (literally this word) on the collecting of the information where, as as. It was found out for example, that PRTS at us in city do not do or make anywhere. Only IFA. And it means what to pull to me a strap all half a year.


Once in day perfect, I clean a teeth, I look to myself in a mouth. Mater divine!! In tongue such scurf that it is possible to mould snowballs. All. Have come. Dejectedly I trudge in city KVD. There, on my request to take the analysis from tongue, do or make round eyes. " You any strange ", speak. " Well good, sit minutes 20 in a corridor, shchas the result will be ". Leave. " At you kandizoz, the young man. " Ha!! Have surprised. At me also more abruptly something already is. Has got here recently on acquaintance.


I go to the aunt on fungic or fungal.





- Zdraste. At me in a mouth mushrooms. As in a proverb.


- Smoke much?


- Very much. Especially recently.


- A teeth normal? At the stomatologist when were last time?


- For a long time. A teeth so-so. All I am going to to descend or go and all something in any way. Mozh at tongue look or see?


- I on yours did not see them never?


- Well please.


- Good, give. (looks in the field-glass from distance approximately 1 kilometer)


- More shortly I shall give you the prescription on medicines. 10 tons of roubles will cost approximately. Guarantees that will recover are not present.


- Aha. Clearly all. Give. I shall familiarize at a leisure. And what, us a lot of such?


- Yes once a week, as minimmum.





I go home. In soul or douche teplitsja the hope that is so much a HIV-infected in city cannot be.





Continuation follows...

[Juliana]

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[vampiria]

Uh, the spirit grasps! I look forward to a new part.


I suggest to open at a forum section X-files.


Considering, that fobov very much not a little also becomes more and more and more the section becomes a blockbaster. Then, if that, is possible also scripts what to Hollywood to push. podredaktirovat it is a little. The fashion already like as on such cinema thematic has gone. It is necessary to catch the moment. You look and shall grow rich...

[Varanus]

Aha, about you - the first cinema from a cycle! And script MS About WHAT will write, will not give up probably!

[vita]

little monkey, what for you so? What I to you bad have made? I in fact shchas shall die here behind a table! Employees are already mown crookedly. Can leave where that nobody saw and already to give vent to hysterical laughter thus holding apart and tearing to parts?

[Inna]

Well and in what business? You Will think...


By the way, the laughter prolongs a life so do not speak then, that I do not care of you!

[RozMari]

I here at job have read through...... Hardly with laughter has not fallen...... Give, what further?

[ola-]

Part II.





2 months. All hurts that can hurt or be ill;be sick. In the morning the temperature, in the afternoon falls a little, by the evening again. 36.9-37.3. The throat hurts, hurts behind a breast bone, painfully to swallow. Hurts under mouses, arms or hand in elbows, constant frustration of an intestine hurt. Under a jaw decent shishaki from both parties or sides. Once I wake up from a pain in the morning: healthy shishka on an arm or a hand, above a ulnar fold and it is a little from the inside. Two more waists at a level from both parties or sides and one on a femur.


Here and lymphonoduses have welcome. Zdrasste. Were or have tired of waiting you. In a head the feeling is empty also, that the life has ended.


I go to the familiar therapist, on- look what piece at me is. Zavidno probably?


He speaks:


- The boy, you how much years?


- Yes for tridtsatnik already.


- At your age, at such way of life, I am surprised, that at you it has not got out directly in a head.


- In a head of lymphonoduses is not present.


- Brains at you there are not present, instead of lymphonoduses. Vylazijut at you zhiroviki because you guzzle as a horse and beer you whip postojano. And di last time was engaged in sports at school on physical culture. And submandibular - to the stomatologist to go it is necessary more often. Leave from here more shortly, do not prevent patients to treat to me.





I do not maintain, to 2.5 months I go to surrender straight in antispid. There the result already on sledushchy day, is less probability, that in an interval will be thrown out from a window. A minus. It becomes easier than hour on two. Like as even the temperature has fallen. On sledushchy put again trjasuchka and again all on new. Temeratura skips as on a swing. Sometimes fries so, that it seems, that on me it is possible to boil a teapot, with a view of economy of an electricity.


I make a decision to start to drink any restful, even Glitsin. Otherwise, I feel, that by 6 months from me the invalid of a brain with the decent experience will turn out not only a HIV (+), but also.


Exactly to 3 months I go to surrender again. The Girl-laboratory assistant affably smiles. Again a minus. On pleasures nazhirajus as svin, I come home in the form of the pilotless module. The wife conducts me in a bath to bathe. Suddenly I understand, that actually ahead 3 more months of uncertainty with slabopredskazuemym result. My God, as terribly!! Terribly not for itself, and for them. For the wife, for the child. I cattle, but to it or him;them this all for what? During this moment inside of me something is fractured also I start to sob. The present or true hysterics. And before I cried unique time in a life. The wife in a shock, she can understand nothing. In the morning all I write off or I copy on a serious situation at job. Like me would believe. As though now still or even to believe still most...





Continuation follows...

[felX]

Yes...... It very much reminds itself to me,


I neigh, as a horse

[Bodro]

The racer


Something often you began to neigh as a horse... The By-effect of a phobia, probably.

[sakhudm]

I can any more the racer, and the RACER.... tygdyk, tygdyk, tygdyk, tygdyk,

[Roland]

Den, I read greedily. Fine!


At you talent. I wait heppi enda with impatience!

[6zvezd]

The racer


ZHerebets!


ZY: it is time nik to change.

[Alexander R.B]

little_monkey


To me here at job shchas already durku will cause or call. Ha.. ha.. ha

[Masha s]

Well in it or this there are pluss... At last the qualified experts on alienations will borrow or occupy in you, will cure to you both a phobia, and megalomania, and lymphonoduses hypnosis will back push...

[LS]

And further?

[zenya]

It is direct, as at me almost one in one

[anka]

Part III.





In 4- month to that is already had suspicious pains in the field of clavicles around of a neck and tussis are added. More shortly as the grandfather learned or taught all. Tussis such, that seems, that I shall tear half-and-half.. I here think, mozh at once to myself a place on a cemetery to reserve. Near to the grandfather by the way. The good muzhik was, on hearings tore up everything, that moves. Esmu it was certainly easier then. Then the most terrible virus was a headache in the mornings. YOklmn, well to us so has not carried? Nda..





Temperature zamuchala it is final. You go as obdolbanyj torchok, in a head the wind whistles, to work not that from arms or hand all falls - in a dining room the spoon from arms or hand falls. Now I drink Paracetamolum each 4 hours. Like the stomach not helps or assists also so hurts. And Glitsin, by the way - a shit. I approve or confirm as the expert or auditeur. He can for ekzaltirovanyh studentok and is good, but to psychopaths with the 4-month's experience like me, it as to the elephant a pellet. I pass on Novopassit, he speak more feasibly.


Has started to notice in itself some feeling izbrannosti. People in corridors are perceived somehow on another slightly. I now have understood as religious sects are formed...





About! Greetings... Yes?!.. Yes you that?!! Listen, abruptly... (further an internal voice) From mountain Switzerland he has just returned, look at it or him... Aha, he went for a drive on skis.. Aha, an adrenaline at it or him.. I here so much an adrenaline have received for 4 months not descending or going with a chair, that if you shchas weigh it or him to pour in, you will stick together the skis is direct on this place. And, notice, all is absolutely free-of-charge. It was spent, unlike you, only on cognac... Yes, sunburn at you indeed class. I to you then as a stage AIDS will begin, too shall show any "sunburn". You will be glad or pleased for me.. Good, give.. While, we shall meet still... If to one of us will strongly carry..





4.5 and 5 months - flight normal. Probably so has already got used to an idea, that I (+), that receive each time next (-) and sincerely I am surprised. Subconscious sensation, that here make a fool of me. Though smile, swines. Greet. "About-about ", speak - " you again to us? ". The stub is clear, to you - you to us do not go. Would go still somewhere else has surrendered, yes speak, that analyses of one features carry all here. To Moscow chtoli to be winded on PTSR?


Arms or Hand the truth already as at the narcomaniac. All pricked and in ecchymoses. Well, it is not hot while, it is possible to go in a jacket..





I start to get used on the sly to sostojaniiju the general or common "nestojanija", therefore any more oshushchaju when there is a temperature, and when there is no. Probably generally already is not present. Tussis has passed or has taken place, thanks God. In tongue scurf strashennyj and submandibular are increased on former, but to live it becomes possible. Novopassit rulit!. It is quiet as a dead or sickly horse. Interestingly, really and really has carried by? Strange. On me, with mine "vezuchestju" it is not similar.. But to the masseur now it is possible to not address safely year. For 5 months otyskivanija at itself lymphonoduses, the neck became as at the baby - " pure or clean and silky ". As in that advertising. By the way, has found at itself behind a jaw, under an ear any inspissation. Small the truth, as a kernel grechki. Interestingly, it still that for hren?..





6 months. I worry as the groom on wedding, but as a result it is already almost confident. Before calling, villages and has crossed. A minus. Well that's all. The most interesting, that anything such I do not feel. Though on idea should jump up to a ceiling. Though yes, I in the machine or car sit. Good. A jump we shall postpone on later.. To go konjachka chtoli to buy or purchase?))








6,5 months. Children or guys, sex without a condom is divinely..!!!








Continuation, nevertheless, follows...

[sonik]

Very beautifully)), I am once again convinced, what is it illness or disease of LOONIES, but all peerly does not release or let off......... AS IT HAS got....

[orfey]

Especially precisely about kernels behind an ear, it is direct in a point)))))

[may]

Den, at you definitely talent! Oh as all is familiar... The Truth on sex without a condom in 6.5 months I shall hardly be scared away or hardly venture. Year. It is not less! If it is fair, till now it seems, that I in general never shall remove or shall take off it or him...


And a neck not such smooth as at the baby... The Good topic. I think to everyone there is what funny thing here to add. I can I shall get up courage and I shall tell about the campaign in KVD to the dermatologist. On the O-file while my history does not pull, but when term and if the extremity or end give the God will come will be successful I shall necessarily share.


Den, with impatience I wait for continuation.


(Do not go for a dinner! Write! Grateful uditorija already razogreta also thirsts for continuations!)


By the way, in what country there was you the employee?

[COOL sexy]

Part IV, final.





" The history of mankind learns or teaches us to one - to that she nothing learns or teaches us "





You think, what on it or this all has ended? A horse-radish there.


Has not passed or Has not taken place also half a year as has managed again to get. And again in a precoma, but already with the prostitute. YOklmn, well not the moron, and?!.. And condoms full pockets. Well it was serious chtoli an arm or a hand to thrust in a pocket, and?..


And again the status at it or her you will not check up, therefore as the horse-radish knows, where for it or her to search. I sit here now, I pull this strap on new.


And, when has dried out, has recollected, that she coughed badly and told, how once at it or her lymphonoduses has inflamed, the truth she has treated with their antibiotics. Well and again me has covered with a copper basin.


More shortly, debiloid ordinary, one piece..





3 months IFA were a minus, in two months potemperaturil weeks three. The thermoneurosis can, and can indeed that was. SHCHas the neck here aches a bit where she should hurt or be ill;be sick, but nothing is probed or palpated. Simply hurts. Well and still scurf and submandibular st ogo time. Some or a little bit truth calms or abirritates that has handed over a heap of analyses on all ZPPP - anything is not present.


SHCHas here I sit on 5 month - 30 numbers will be equal. I shall go I shall surrender for calm.





Such business or affairs, brothers.

[Amelie]

Den, yes you the masochist!


You probably during a phobia so pereklinilsja, that to yourself have found "liked" employment or occupation...


In any case of success to you! You know all so to calm or abirritate I shall not begin. All will be good, only find other purpose in a life!

[The eremite]

seaman wrote:


> By the way, in what country there was you the employee?





Standartyj Soviet krymozamenitel - Turkey. I therefore, on change also have sat down. I know, how much or as far as there customs free...





And the most important hohmu want? I talked to this girl then. She "communicated" with the Turk in a condom of 100 %, and zaleta was afraid from our Russian. And the information has been camouflaged under Turkey, for " political reasons ". But it is absolutely separate and besides, absolutely another's history..


I actually, have written this all, that foby understood, that with an organism can get up to neurosises. Though I fine understand, that if to the person vtemjashilos to overpersuade it or him difficultly.

[RomzAss]

seaman wrote:





> Den, yes you the masochist!


> You probably during a phobia so pereklinilsja, that to yourself have found


> "Liked" employment or occupation...:-(





Yes is not present. You probably not so have understood me. I am absolutely quiet and I am not soared.. Especially after a 3-month's minus. Simply the risk was, it is necessary to be convinced, that anything is not present. As as to me the doctor that after a minus in three months to receive (+) in six has told or said, it is necessary to be the unluckiest. And here for example for a hepatitis With is the widespread picture. And he too not Saccharum, itself you understand. Well, the truth that risk to pick up it or him at vaginalnom sex is even less, than to pick up a HIV.